A trying week

This week has been very trying. I had a court date for Riley's support and custody. It went well but the stress level was very high, due to the lack of trust with his father. Now that that is done he hasn't been calling as much, which is a plus too. He was just using me so I wouldn't tell them about his alcoholism, but little does he know I still can and I will if I find out that he is drinking while he has him and putting him in danger.

June 3rd, the date of Ricky's death. It has been 6 years already, I cant believe its been that long. It seems like yesterday still, and the pain is very much real. I hope he is very happy being Gods little helper and someones little angel. That is an important job! I can say it is getting easier to deal with. (the emotions part)

I got put on the list for the nursing program. I should find out this month whether I get in or not. we will see...

Lifes Challenges!!

This is my first blog on this sight Yeah for me!!

This is a new start to life as a single mother. I have been through quite a bit in my life. It seems that no matter how hard I try to make it through life, the more it keeps getting messed up. I guess the lord must think that I am strong enough to handle all of the challenges that I have been through. I have gotten stronger and will continue to get stronger as the time passed. I am not going to talk about the past, cause I want to forget everything and everyone who has hurt me. They are not worth my time and I am better than that to put up with what I have been through.

I am starting to focus on my kids and my life. I have alot of challenges ahead of me and I am ready for what is to come!! I am ready to work hard to achieve my goals!! So lets go for it!!