A trying week

This week has been very trying. I had a court date for Riley's support and custody. It went well but the stress level was very high, due to the lack of trust with his father. Now that that is done he hasn't been calling as much, which is a plus too. He was just using me so I wouldn't tell them about his alcoholism, but little does he know I still can and I will if I find out that he is drinking while he has him and putting him in danger.

June 3rd, the date of Ricky's death. It has been 6 years already, I cant believe its been that long. It seems like yesterday still, and the pain is very much real. I hope he is very happy being Gods little helper and someones little angel. That is an important job! I can say it is getting easier to deal with. (the emotions part)

I got put on the list for the nursing program. I should find out this month whether I get in or not. we will see...